Random Thoughts

It's rainy and chilly, I'm missing the warm weather we had 2 days ago even if it sent my allergies into high gear that day. We had sun and 70s on Saturday, and we've got rain and 40s today. It's supposed to be back up into the low 70s by the end of the week.

My little one isn't so little anymore, she'll be 14 on Thursday. Somedays she still seems like she wants to be a little girl, and other days she seems like she's rushing to grow up. What happened to the little baby I had that used to say "I don't wanna grow up mama, I want to stay little forever?"

Lately I've been feeling like I'm in a place I don't belong. Down here in GA is not where I'm supposed to be, I can feel it in the core of my being. I don't know yet where I'm supposed to be but I know it's not here. I feel most drawn to ME/NH or WA/OR. Of course the UK still calls to me strongly, I just don't know when I'll get to visit, or if at some point I'm supposed to be there for a spell.

Then, I've been "dreaming" I guess about what it would be like if I had my own herbal shop with homeopathic, aromatherapy, organic items and such. I started to think, with that I'd like to have a little cafe in there. Some place to sell herbal teas and organic drinks, home baked organic goods like muffins, and possible have a small lunch only menu. It seems like such a big dream, that it seems impossible, then I don't even know if such a thing would even work. I have so much to learn still, I've barely scratched the surface with my first class. Perhaps I'm just being silly.