One of my favorite days of the year! It's like having your birthday around Christmas time for me, since my birthday was only a couple of days ago. I mean who wouldn't love to have a their birthday and get presents and then have Halloween and get lots of candy?!?! I always loved it! And when you get a bag of one of your favorite candies on your birthday it's even better right?
I probably won't be doing any sort of ritual tonight. Mainly because I just don't feel comfortable with them. Maybe it's that I don't feel learned enough, maybe it's because I feel awkward and clumsy when I do try a ritual...I don't know. I have always felt better when I did it in my mind. Talk to the God/dess in my mind, instead of out loud. I just feel more comfortable that way. It also makes it less like to be overheard and makes it more personal for me if/when I do something like that.
I do plan to do at least 3 card Tarot reading later. I haven't touched my cards in at least a year or a little over. This is a Pagan/Witch's New Year's Eve. I want to start really focusing on my heart's desires to create more and consistently. Tomorrow NaNoWriMo starts, and I'd really like to make a good effort with it. I know I said earlier in the year how I wanted to be consistent in my art, and I started pretty good for the first few weeks and then...I don't know what happened. I got in that rut where I think/feel like I'm creating crap and then I can't seem to do anything. I want it to change.
So maybe tonight I will spend a few moments alone, light a candle, commune with some creative Goddesses and make those changes in my creative life that I've been longing to make.
I wish you all a safe and blessed Samhain.