Wow, 2nd day of the month already! The days are flying by! Soon the holidays will be upon us and boy I'm not ready! But I am ready for cooler weather! The rain today was so very welcomed. It's been months since we had a good rain.
Opportunity!! I have the chance to participate in creating an oracle deck. A piece of art that I create, would be turned into a card for the deck. BUT...I don't know if I will be able to do this. I cannot commit to paying for 4 decks that I would then be able to sell or give away as I choose. This makes me sad in some ways because I love the intention behind it all. We are going to give it a couple of days and see what plays out.
Writing...I got a jump start on that 2 page a day challenge to cover my ass if I miss a day here or there. I almost let myself talk myself into not doing any writing yesterday. But then I thought...HEY! It's the first day damn it and you're going to write!!! And so I did and wrote two and a half pages!!! I surprised even myself. I might have even written a bit more but by that point the Nyquil was kicking in. I haven't written yet today, but the thoughts were coming together for what I might write later.
I don't know, it just feels RIGHT to be writing. I don't know if I have enough in me to keep with this train of thought but we'll see. In someways, writing this is a little scary. I am afraid of what I might remember. I managed to block out and detach from so much of my childhood and stuff that I don't know if I can remember things. It almost feels like a way of healing.
Well it's late, there's only roughly 45 minutes left to the day and I still need to write my 2 pages. So until next time....