- Me being hard on myself about everything.
- Me feeling like an epic failure at life, love, writing.
- Me wanting to run, run until I can't anymore and the run even further to escape the pain, heartache and doubts I feel.
- My fiancee telling me everyday he loves me, that I'm his life, his soulmate.
Words that hurt me:
It's all your fault that (fill in the blank) happened.
You'll never amount to anything.
You'll never be happy.
No one will ever love you.
I was only with you because I felt sorry for you.
You're pathetic and a loser.
You're stubborn and just like your father.