It's been almost a month now, and still I have no word on what is happening with the insurance.
I have been waiting for her to get back to me with what kind of insurance it is I am supposedly on,
so I can figure out how to get off it.
I tried calling the company itself, but without the numbers they won't help me and to make it worse,
they keep telling me I need to talk to HIM. They want me to contact my abuser.
HELL FUCKING NO!
My pain has been all over the place.
Some days are manageable and others it feels like I'm being stabbed on the inside.
Even more fun when the pain in my thighs start. Which has been really flaring for the last two days.
I can't go to the doctor because of the insurance bullshit.
I can't have surgery because of the insurance bullshit.
I can't do anything because of the insurance bullshit.
If I want a divorce, I have to come up with at least $1800! Could go up to $3500 or more
depending on the situation. Which of course I don't have.
I don't get the stimulus money because it all goes to him!!!
And if I want to fight it, and end up needing a lawyer for that, I'd probably end up with nothing
because they'd take it all in the fees no doubt.
I feel like I'm between a rock and hard place with no recourse.
I feel like I have no options.
It's like being lost in a maze of mirrors and there seems to be no way out.
This all just sucks!
But we did get snow. Almost a foot!!
So that's something :D
